Just a few more days until EroticonUSA. Happy Dance! I really can’t wait to get together with so many fun, sexy, and wonderful people. Meeting everyone in person is simply priceless. The added plus is learning from many great minds and coming home with lots of tips and tricks to help us with our journeys.  

For Hubby and I, going to EroriconUSA is so much more. An extra special weekend unlike any other we’ve had. Of course we’ve been on trips, stayed at many hotels and have had romantic nights. But for this trip we’re going to be alone for the very first time.

You see from the first day we met, Hubby and I have had the children. Soon after trying to find good daycare, it became apparent that I needed to stay home and take care of them. Needless to say, it ended up that we always had the kids. There was one time when the kids were toddlers that Hubby and I went to a concert. We had someone, who we thought was a friend, take care of them. When we came back, I swore I would never leave them again; it wasn’t good. And I didn’t. For 18 years we’ve had kids unless they were at school. They never even stayed the night with friends; their friends came to our house.  

Before the kids began high school dad came to live with us. Soon after, we moved to be able to  care for Hubby’s brother too.

In all honesty, it ended up to be that looking back over 19 years of marriage, Hubby and never really been alone. We’ve never had a period of time where we didn’t have to worry about taking care of someone. Even for our honeymoon, the kids came along and it was more of a family vacation than a two newlyweds being romantic.   

In just a few days, all of this changes.  For our trip to Atlanta this weekend, we have other family coming to keep our crew.  For us that means, being able focus all of our attention on each other.

As you can imagine, we’re taking along all of our kinky toys and even my rope. I can’t wait to hang myself from a luggage cart and maybe get tied up to the luggage rack. One thing’s for sure, we’re going to have fun. And of course,  take lots of pictures along the way.

To top it all off, I’m going to step out like I haven’t since I left New Orléans. You see, when I left my life of being a stripper, I did away with all my sexy clothes, shed my makeup and threw away my curling iron. Instead of trying to look attractive, I preferred dressing what most would call homely. Then I embraced my Jewish roots and my dress became very modest including covering my hair. I do wear jeans and short sleeve shirts at home. But, if I leave the house or someone comes over, I’m wearing long sleeves, long skirts and have my hair covered.

I realize this is a huge contradiction when compared to the images we share here.  But it’s true. Here on the internet it’s not a person to person interaction. This makes me feel more at comfortable sharing what I feel are artistic erotic photos. You see, I feel safe to share and open myself like this through my blog.

This weekend that all changes. As part of our special weekend, Hubby wants me to “dress up and look sexy”, as he put it.  “I want people to say ‘wow, how did he get that hot mama?’ Hubby told me.

He actually wants me to shed my covering and long skirt and show dress sexy for him. Gasp!

In excited about the idea, I feel kind of like Cinderella at the ball.

Today, down the mountain we went to the nearest mall and the hunt began for some new clothes. With two sexy, yet kind of modest outfits, we stopped by Wal-Mart for a little bit of makeup nail polish. Then it was off to find shoes.

It felt sort of weird to shop like this. It’s been a completely foreign concept to me; but, I loved every minute of it. Trying on outfit after outfit and strutting around for Hubby to see, I was on cloud nine. Actually surprised by how I look and feel in the one clothes I decided to get, I can’t wait to dress up.

The next hurdle is my hair. To be honest, I wish I had never cut it. But it’s gone and nothing will bring it back. But the huge question on my mind is whether or not to cover it the nights I dress up. I’m pulled between the two options and keep going back and forth. With only a few days left to decide, who knows what I’ll choose. Sitting here writing this tonight, I realize that there’s no way I can get a hair covering that matches my new outfits delivered in time. What to do? I don’t know.

This weekend is going to be amazing in so many ways. If you’ve seen my Tweets you might have been able to tell I’ve been super excited and now you know why.

The best of both worlds,.

See you there. For those who can’t come, stop by over the weekend to see my What’s Happening At EroticonUSA updates.

HUGS